LoserGrl's Journey to Health

That says it all doesn't it? No matter what I do, what I think, how I feel, everything comes back to that one three letter word...FAT.

When I look in the mirror I can fool myself into believing I'm not really as fat as I feel. That my clothes look better than they really do. That my butt actually fits in the movie theater seat (it does now, but you get the idea.) That I'm actually one pretty hot chick. However, when confronted by myself in picture form the truth is inescapable...I'm FAT and I don't like it!

My latest blog entries:

I?m OBESE!
OMG.... I just happened to look at a BMI chart today and I'm OBESE!!! Not Morbidly Obese, Not Clinically Obese just OBESE!!! My BMI is 34.9 down from 43.3 when I started this journey. Can you believe it??? It's a happy day! Until Later -Heather

Moving right along?
I know I haven't posted much lately but this time it's not because I've been off gaining weight and giving up on myself as it has been in the past. It's just because I haven't had much excitement happening and I figure that no blog post is better than a ...

I DID IT!!!! 50lbs GONE!
I am so excited today! The scale registers 233.7 and that makes me down a total of 50.3 pounds in 6 months and 1 day! OMG!!!! The last time I lost 50 pounds it took me ages... I just love my lap-band! In two days I will be at my ...

45 Pounds Gone!
Just a quick note to celebrate a milestone... 45 pounds gone as of this morning (45.3 to be exact!) Whoo Hoo... Until Later -Heather

Fill Misery - take 3
This morning, after I posted, I ended up throwing up a cup full of saliva. This helped relieve some of my pain. So that was good... I decided I could not wait to have some taken out. So I called and left a message at the Drs. office and was ...

Fill Misery - take 2
I had a miserable night... I started experiencing reflux as soon as I laid down and managed to fall asleep around it. About 1am I woke up choking as I must have aspirated some of the liquid that came up from below my band. I've been coughing to clear it ...

LoserGrl's Journey to Health

Hi, My name is Heather and I'm fat!